Wishes of Smiling Next to You

After a Long Break...

2010-10-04T11:42:00.002+08:00

yes finally im back to this wonderful world of blogging again...
i so missed blogging^^

my initial intention was to delete this blog bt when i log on...
i just couldn't bring myself to do it...haiz...

its been 5 months since i started working as a full-time...
of coz there's ups n downs in werking life...whose werking life doesn't rite^^
gonna be confirmed soon next month...im so 'NOT' looking forward to it...lolx...
but i have to finished dat phase to be a confirmed staff...i dun wanna repeat probation for another 3mths...
i have adapted to dat place ever since...my life will be in dat place for the coming wks,mths,years n in the near future...

speaking of werking life, its really tiring...i wanna plan sum vacation^^
planning to go kor-jap next yr at 1 go...yes at 1 go...
kor 5-6 days then fly off to jap frm kor to stay for another 3-4days...
already saving up...so not gonna touch my savings even when im broke...
now planning the dates goin...most probably feb...planning the places for sightseeing, shopping, etc...planning for apartments to book n last bt not least...planning on the amount needing to bring over...so many things to settle...
I WANNA EXPERIENCE WINTER!!!

n another thing i've been up to lately is the many korean artists coming over to our small little island...to tell u the truth...im happy but one thing that makes me workup is the amnt of artist coming over for a month n its taking a toll on my pocket money...seriously all those company wanna burn our pockets...im trying my very best every time to not spend to much everytime bt the spending just keeps exceeding every month...im seriously totally ruin if there r more pending artist which i dun noe off coming over in the next few months...
FOR CRYING OUT LOUD!!! IM SAVING FOR MY TRIP NEXT YEAR!!!

so much of my ranting...well a once in a while ranting won't kill rite...hehe
im off to continue on planning...so...
PLEASE DO NOT DISTURB!!!

missing you...

2010-05-04T20:41:00.002+08:00

i guess its been a hell of emotions running thru me for the pass few daes...
or sae few wks...

pass two wks ago...Jang Geun Seuk came over to our land and had his asia tour showdown here...went to the airport...
i thot he would be like any other artists...
bt to my surprise...he was very very friendly...he was so open about everything...
he was not even angry when crazy fans push him during his departure...he was like 'pls dun push around' wif dat kinda pity look in him...

im just upset dat i didnt even go for his fanmt/showcase...
coz it would be an interesting and fun event since his outspoken and all...he has charisma...i just guess he luvs singapore...even promise to us he would come back...
im still upset over it...bt there r more upsettin things which to me can be a happy thing as well...

last wk zuno & junsu landed here for the 1st time...
again went to the airport to welcome these two kim brothers...
1 is super tall and another short...i guess i noe how tall changmin is nw since i stand just rite nxt to him during the photograph session...
YES U HEARD ME!!! I STAND BESIDE ZUNO FOR THE AUTOGRAPH SESSION!!!
during his fanmeet...i cried twice...its just unexpected coz i myself was shock wif my own emotions...

i cried first when he purposely hug the last girl for the 'push' game where all koreans like to play...the 2nd time i cried was after the photograph session coz i cnt believe i just stand beside him...its just diff rush of emotions ran thru me which just cnt be stop...

however after dat i was happy coz the showcase was damn awesome...really...for a first time in sg...its the best ever wif more than 2000 ppl attending...i had fun bt then withdrawal syndrome hit me even until now...dat long coz i have nothin to do at home and i just keep thinking...probably it will disappear nxt wk since i will gt bz wif my new job...

nxt and the last...i just miss yoogeun...
when i saw he had a cf done i was so happy to see him again...his just pure cuteness^^
here's the CF

Pulmuone CF ft Yoogeun

Credit: SS501SNSDloveya4ever@YT

the moral of the story:
i just miss someone^^

ANNYEONG!!!

Life is a rollercoster

2010-04-28T16:38:00.003+08:00

well wat i wanna say is...

things happen in life...
it can be good, it can be bad...

wif swine flu which i was diagnosed in the past...
even artist gets them...i would relate their xperience wif mine n there r sum which is similar...
when u hv swine flu...u hv a very severe headache n u feel so weak even after u're ok...this is similar to wat happen to sum of my fav k pop artist...
eg Kim Hyun Joong(SS501) he xperience really severe headache as if u've gt a migraine...

now i have a polyp at the back of my throat...
ever since this started...i've received news dat kpop artist r diagnosed wif vocal cord nodule this pass few daes...yes polyp at the back of the throat is also known as a vocal cord nodule...i just dun get it...why when sumthin happens either to them or to me it would happen to them or to me...

ok i dunnoe why im writing all this...
maybe i just wanna rant...
maybe im bored...
bt definitely i feel like life is like a rollercoster when u never xpect them to be...

on a positive note: im gonna get this treated n be healthy again...pls pray for me

ANNYEONG!!!

confused and blank out...

2010-04-11T16:23:00.002+08:00

fri was my last day of my full 3 year part time job...

feel happy coz gt free time...
feel sad coz leavin the place after 3 years...
feel confused and blank coz i juts dunnoe wat to do for the nxt 1 month b4 i really start werk...

did sum organizing thots...
1st up i need to read up again on my skills b4 i really start werk...
2nd i still havent accomplished the goals dat i had set aside so i wanna accomplish at least a partial of it before the real life...
3rd i just wanna relax my mind, body n soul...i really need the rest...
4th have a regularly werkout session coz i wanna maintain my bodyweight n appearance...
5th my free time...i wanna learn to bake new stuffs and of coz be a bookwerm again...hahas

my clique had a mtup ystd
n i suddenly wondered and amazed at how long we've been in contact...
my wish for my cliques...i wish we could hang out like wat we've been doin if not frequently...regularly is fine...
being me...i really miss the fun times we had...

well then i think i will stop here...
ANNYEONG!!!

Official...

2010-04-10T20:07:00.002+08:00

officially....
a...
fan...
of...

1. Flight!
2. KMO

their dance r so similar to dat of the artist...
hw i wish i could dance in the 1st place...
blame it all on my childhood...
haiz...

anywaes...to lighten up the mood...
here's a vid by Flight! and KMO dancing to sum of our k-pop songs...

Flight! recent vids...

RDD + Bad Girl + Mystery + Oh!

Credits: stuporsteam29

RDD + Sorry Sorry

Credits: mylover2002

KMO recent vids...

RDD

Credits: punkygirlyx

Amigo + Replay + Juliette + RDD

Credits: magnaetaemin

enjoys!!!

will be the last...

2010-04-10T19:56:00.003+08:00

when i started watchin shinee hello baby...
i thot at 1 point i could hv a husband who is caring an a child so obedient...
didnt she noe dat it would be hilarious at certain points dat it was partially meant to be...
hahas wat am i blabbering about nw...thinking...

just when i read hello baby is gonna end soon...
i was thinking...isnt it too soon...
i really wan it to continue...
its just too sudden n i expected to be more than 12 episodes...

haiz nw dat its ending...
here's a really heartbreaking vids of their msg to yooguen...
i wonder whether yooguen will rmbr them...

SHINee Appa's msg to Yoogeun

Credits:Jsjbbt92 @ YT

tears...
ANNYEONG!!!

April Fool

2010-04-01T23:11:00.002+08:00

yes todae is april fool...

bt i've gotten no prank todae...im relieve...
bt then i was prank by myself when i totally forgt to bring sumthin really impt for sum event...
blame me 4 it...i didnt bring it wif me coz i was scared of misplacement...haiz...must go dwn again on mon an make a 2nd trip...

i was scrolling thru my msg to be deleted...then i saw n xtra msg which was not supposed to be there...when i saw it i was panicking...

i was thinking 'did i miss out dat msg while i was actually asleep and save it inside draft section?' in dat content there was an i love u...i was still panicking...did sum1 actually really confess to me dat...bt then i keep trying to solve this mystery...and it only leads to 1 thing...

ystd aina was using my phone so my 1st instinct was her...so i immediately called her up n i was rite...hehe...lucky no confession if not i would not noe wat to do...

yes i wish sum1 would confess to me like dat at a certain point...coz it would oni mean romantic with a mysterious aura bt thenit would be scary if u dunnoe the person rite?!?!?! phobia phobia after a certain incident...sum of u may noe wat i mean^^

ok dats it for now...tired...

ANNYEONG!!!

Bookworm and Meowing...

2010-03-29T08:46:00.002+08:00

i think im becoming a bookworm this hols...
nothing to do so just read a book...
goin to the lib later 2dae to get more books to read...

and guess the genre dat i like...
its historical romance^^

i like reading those kind of ancient books...
they're just so wonderful^^
the emotions is dat...story line definitely amazed me everytime i read dat kinda genre...hehe

now another thing...
i think i could have own a cat..hehe and its a male^^
i dunnoe why bt i feel so attracted to it unlike other cats...
its skin is just like a tigers...
the eyes is v. alluring...hahas
definitely slim bt i can't gauge how old it is...
his name is MEOW coz it keeps meowing...

and now it will become my daily routine...
morning waken up by meow always at 7 30 am...
prepare food for him...then i will my breakfast after...
lunch i will just feed him milk...
and then dinner around 6pm it will come again lookin for food at my doorstep...
seriously he has his own timing and its always at a regular basis...hahas

and now dat his done eating...he will go around xploring the world before he comes back for lunch...
now im just gonna go and relax...

ANNYEONG!!!

partially satisfied and to do list...

2010-03-22T22:02:00.001+08:00

Satisfied:
1. have a stand-by phone to use since my phone's sound system is already dead...
2. made a twitter acct
3. updated this blog
4. relieved that minho is okae
5. finally finished the two books that i borrowed from the library^^
6. gt my schedule book already

i think there's more which i can't really rmbr...

Not Satisfied:
1. i did not teach my preceptee up to my expectation
2. sum1 might still be stalking me :(
3. cnt sleep much this past nights...
4. i cnt go hols now...boohoo:(
5. have not been loosing weight bt instead gaining them...
6. my room

i think there's still more to this also...just cant rmbr...

To do list:
1. Fishing
2. Karaoke-ing
3. Movie Marathon
4. Beach - BBQ

more to come...

this here is the video dat warms my heart...minho's laughter at the end makes me giggles...hehe

credits: minitabo2

dats our FLAMING CHARISMA MINHO!!!

Another Finally...

2010-03-22T11:47:00.002+08:00

well it seems finally i have the time to update this blog after a long 2 mths with a change of blogskin...

this past 2 mths have been a very busy mth for me wif the ending of my prcp attachment, the many idols dat is influxing the countries lately, health checkups, preparing to leave my office job, awaiting results and employment...there's just so many and so little i can do about it...

at least i get to hang out wif frenz within this mth after my prcp...
i wish i could go on a hols but i im willing to wait for my frenz until they have the budget^^

lately have been into SHINee...really luv them to bits...they make my day wif Hello Baby...and then there's Minho in Dream Team...i was worried a few daes back when i saw his injured video bt nw seeing him walk and all im really relieved...

bt also lately...my hp is givin me a craze...the sound system is really dyin on me...last resort-->change to my dad's newly bought phone which he has not been using...happy happy^^

i think i will stop here and post again soon...

Annyeong~

All-in-1

2010-01-24T20:40:00.002+08:00

1st off...happy new year though its like goin feb already but its nvr 2 late rite^^

ok now im damn happy coz not oni FTI is coming but also SHINee in the coming wk...
can u imagine...SHINee is here in SG...i totally had a really good dream the nite when i received news dat they will be here...i bought tix for both shows...n im so goin for their fansign as well...will be looking forward to it...

and as alwaes the airport visit to welcome both groups...will definitely be there...

nxt up is SHINee's Hello Baby!!! im so damn attracted to thi show...not oni wif SHINee but also wif the child they're takin care of...Yooguen is so cute...can't help to pinch my own face...HAHAHA

SHINee's Hello Baby Ep 1

Part 1

Part 2

Part 3

Part 4

Part 5

All above vids credit to: sfineee@YT

and then there/s the preview for EP 2...i totally screamed my head off when yooguen kissed minho...so cute...and when yooguen make dat adorable mouth gesture...hahaim goin into lala land now...aigo!!!

SHINee's Hello Baby EP2 Preview

Part 1 will be seen in the last part of the 1st episode...

Part 2

Credits: dzenalin

now i have to chow...got my OT n ED posting reflections to do...
ANNYEONG!!!!

1st xperience

2009-12-27T22:10:00.003+08:00

its been awhile since i write in...
been bz this days...
but decided to go out 2dae n xperience new things...
went to pulau ubin and had a lifetime xperience...
more like need to xperience hardship to survive dat kinda thing...
will upload pics once available^^

i noe im supposed to update this post bt 2 lazy...
i'll start the new year wif a new post then though its already 24th...LOLX

luving jonghyun and his voice...

2009-11-22T11:03:00.002+08:00

im just mesmerized by jonghyun's voice...yes his voice!!!
makes me wanna fall in luv wif him bt again i just luv him and i hv luv him since the start...hehe

Jonghyun singing 귀로 by Naul

Credits: SSYY008@YT

i just luv this song a lot...his voice is very compatible with the song...its like a luv story once again...

now a fancam where he sang SE7EN's COME BACK TO ME

Jonghyun singing SE7EN's COME BACK TO ME

Credits: randy19974@YT

talented wheesung...

2009-11-22T10:38:00.002+08:00

you just gotta luv this guy...he has the talent^^

Wheesung singing SORRY SORRY

Credits: CodeMonmonSeason5@YT

Wheesung singing LACHATA

Credits: CodeMonmonSeason5@YT

JAEBUM!!!!

2009-11-17T20:03:00.003+08:00

"We're always happy," is what 2PM members are touting and justifiably so, especially now.

Recent reports have surfaced that on 2PM's 6-member comeback performance on the 13th via KBS2 TV Music Bank, ex-leader Jaebeom was in attendance. Although not physically, prior to performing, Wooyoung called Jaebeom using his cellphone, to which Jaebeom said, "What time is it now?" Needless to say, the members showed how close they are and received lots of applause from others who were in the waiting room.

JYP Entertainment stated:

"It was an extremely tearful scene for everyone in the waiting room. Because 2PM has to go on without Jaebeom, as a sign of their emptiness, they had decided to withdraw from variety shows."

What time is it now? I guess it's almost 2PM.
Credits: allkpop

im so teary eyd rite now...i wish jay would come back bt i understand him...he should take his time bt i hope its not dat long...JAY & 2PM HWAITING!

laughter in the air

2009-11-05T21:00:00.002+08:00

there's so many things dat i've been laughing about this past few hours...
coz wat ive seen is damn funny...hehe

StarKing SHINee cut 31 Oct 09

credit: SHINeeWorldTaemin @ YT

TVXQ Unseen Footage @ Music Lovers

credit: TVXQnights4misc @ YT

haha now im a bit hyper...lolx!

you're beautiful...

2009-10-31T16:31:00.002+08:00

OMO OMO!!!

i fell in love wif You're Beautiful the drama...
aigo aigo...what to do...what to do...

aish...so sorrie this is a short post...
im just excited...dats all..

bye bye :)

interview

2009-10-20T19:10:00.002+08:00

i had my 2nd ever job interview 2dae...

was nervous while waiting but it disappear and when i went in...i was having SHINee thoughts instead of thinking of answers to questions...

c how SHINee invade my thots...hahaha

overall i thot it was successful...hv to wait for answers within this wk...hehe hopefully secure a job^^

Ring Ding Dong! hahaha
ADDICTED SYAD IN THE HOUSE!!!

my luv for SHINee and 2PM

2009-10-18T22:18:00.002+08:00

hehe SHINee's Ring Ding Dong is damn addictive rite? every1 has to agree^^

INKIGAYO PERFORMANCE 'RING DING DONG'

Credits: CodeMonmonSeason3@YT

Taemin looks so cute with the smile bt damn his HOT when he did manly xpressions...DIES!

now for 2PM...i felt nostalgic when i watch the recent upload of their practice of AAA...really miss Leadja...

2PM practicing AAA

Credits: NickhunHorvejk@YT

tired!

Comebacks!

2009-10-16T20:46:00.005+08:00

there's so many idols coming back with new songs and many debuting...
bt i cant help waiting for SHINee's comeback and here they r with their comeback stage...

SHINee's Ring Ding Dong Comeback Stage at Music Bank

Credits: dkpnews@YT

*edited with SHINee's Ring Ding Dong MV*

SHINee's Ring Ding Dong MV

Credits: sment@YT

im falling in luv with MINHO all over again!!!
ONEW not bad now...its like im liking TVXQ all over again by liking EVERY1:)

MBLAQ does not dissapoint also with their debut stage^^ with dat sexy moves, surely RAIN has succeeded in debuting his first ever boyband...

MBLAQ debut stage at M! Countdown with Oh Yeah

Credits: wonderfulsmurf@YT

then there is Zhang Li Yin's teaser to her new song Sunny Day, Rainy Day...
im just so jealous of her coz SuJu's DongHae is the male lead for the MV ;_;
aniwaes still luv the teaser...cant wait for the full MV

Zhang Li Yin's Sunny Day, Rainy Day Teaser

Credits: sment@YT

HAPPY DAY!

SHINee's Ring Ding Dong makes me go Ring Ding Dong

2009-10-15T19:38:00.005+08:00

recently addicted to SHINee's new song from their new album...
RING DING DONG...does it Ring a Bell?!

the teaser MV makes me all high can...they're all damn HOT!!!
no more sae...here's the teaser MV

SHINee's Ring Ding Dong teaser MV

CREDITS: sment@YT

OMO MINHO!!! CAN'T WAIT FOR THE FULL MV :D

Memories from W9B

2009-10-13T22:57:00.003+08:00

happy happy time at 9B...
my first also in TTSH...
will never forget!!!

HIM NAE YAH JI JAEBUM OPPA!

2009-09-16T21:01:00.002+08:00

this vid move me to tears...
HIM NAE YAH JI = HAVE STRENGTH
just watch it...

Wooyoung to Jaebum: Him Nae Yah Ji

Credit: tansod

FUCKIN ANTI-S

2009-09-08T21:12:00.003+08:00

IM FREAKIN PISSED OFF WIF THE ANTIS OF 2PM...
R THESE ANTIS FREAKIN OUT OF THEIR MIND...

FUCKIN SHITS...
IF THIS HAPPENS TO THEM ONE DAE...I BET THEY WOULD BE IN THIS SITUATION ALSO...AND I WUN FUCKIN BIT HELP STUPID ANTIS...

JAEBUM OPPA...MISS YOU!!!

*EDIT*
NOW U STUPID PPL R APOLIGISING...ITS TOO LATE DUN U THINK...DAMN IT!
HOTTEST WILL HUNT U DOWN FOR SURE!!! N I HOPE THEY DO!

Pretty Minho!

2009-08-25T18:02:00.004+08:00

i was browsing thru sum vids and i found 1 funny video of an interview wif SHINee...

dat damn guy is so...aish idk wat 2 sae...YAH AHJUSSHI!!!

its funny thruout bt i cnt stop when dat person said 'WOW, U'RE PRETTY'
yes yes i noe...MINHO IS PRETTY...
bt dun xpress it until like dat lah...aish...

ETN Interview with SHINee

Credits: sfinee

watch from 2:46 - 4:05

HAPPY ENJOYIN!!!

Realization

2009-08-16T21:14:00.002+08:00

sumthin happened 2dae dat made me wonder...

while i was eating...my bro suddenly ask me sumthin which surprises me...

-start convo-

bro: why r u eating like dat?
me: what do u mean?
bro: i've been observing u eat for a wk now...ur tongue sticks out like junsu when u're eating...u're really the 2nd junsu...
me: eh?! serious...bt im not the 2nd junsu alrite...

-end convo-

okae dat was odd...bt i just cnt imagined i have dat kinda eating habit just like junsu...teehee...

Picture of You

2009-08-14T19:43:00.002+08:00

TVXQ's Picture of You MV

Credit: TVXQnights4misc @ YT

one word: beautiful~

pls dun!!!

2009-08-01T16:47:00.003+08:00

just when i was happie after my recovery...

now this news just broke my heart even after cassies xplaination...
i dun noe wat to think anymore bt yoochunnie's words 'always keep the faith' kept me thinking to hold on...I DO BELIEVE IN THEM!!!
bt pls dun disappoint...it will be heartbreak for me:(

is it hay wire behind those beautiful happy facades? i dunnoe bt to think there's nothin, dat would be a lie rite.....

Dong Bang Shin Ki Xiah, Micky and Hero for a lawsuit against SM? Worries for group disband

One of Asia’s biggest group Dong Bang Shin Ki, has 3 of its members in a possible lawsuit against their own company SM Entertainment.

Dong Bang Shin Ki members Xiah JunSu, Micky YooChun and Hero JaeJoong had gone to Seoul Central District Court to hand in an application for provisional disposition to terminate all effects of their exclusive belonging rights contract with SM on 31st July.

It has been known that their reasons for doing so is that the contract with SM Entertainment has many irrelevant conditions attached. It is also known that the content to the contract the 3 members cannot agree to includes having them belonging exclusively to SM Entertainment for 13 years and also unhappiness over profit allocation.

The lawyer responsible for this case said, “We are currently preparing for a lawsuit against SM for this contract. (About the reasons to why) We cannot reveal the details now.”

There has also been saying that the 3 members have differing views to SM on their upcoming ‘Dong Bang Shin Ki cosmetic enterprise expansion’.

Currently out of the 3 members, JunSu is already doing a cosmetic business with his parents. It is said that there were plans for the company to operate a cosmetic business, with sheep placenta as the main ingredient, using the group’s name as the brand name in Seoul GangNam and GyeongGiDo IlSan. It is said that there were also plans for the business to be launched in China bringing in hundreds millions KRW in profit.

But it has been said that the 2 sides are having some differing views and also complications arose through their discussion on how the product and brand will go.

Follow up #1

What will happen to the 3 members’ activities scheduled for Dong Bang Shin Ki? There is the upcoming SMTown Live 09 on 16th August. It seems that the members may not be appearing for the concert with their lawsuit with the company.

Especially with all the rumours lately about ‘disbanding of Dong Bang Shin Ki’. To add on, one of the 3 members’ parents have also established their won entertainment company in China.

Fans are also very taken back by this incident. Many have voiced their disbeliefs on various discussion forums.

Follow Up #2:

One of the Korean new media has known through phone call from SM and SM said, “We are aware that some of the (DBSK) members have some disagreements with the company, but we do not know that they have sparked a lawsuit wth the company. The director board of the company is currently having an urgent meeting in an undisclosed place in Seoul to discuss about their countermeasures.”

They also added, “We will have our official stand asap”.

source: kbites
credits: asianfanatics

more details here

i just hope everything will go back to normal...*cross fingers behind her*

sumthin funny...

2009-07-30T14:19:00.002+08:00

oh wow...not been blogging for 2 wks...
reason 1. lazy
reason 2. busy
reason 3. im sick

but here's a short post of a video...i noe its quite a while back but to kp my mood up from this sickness...its just damn funny...hehe

TVXQ FUNNY/WEIRD HABITS

funland100

this whole week, i...

2009-07-12T19:38:00.002+08:00

mon...nothin special i guess...

tues...the most tiring day of my life i guess...every1 was sleeping during the break and its so serene...no disruptions...wif the cold weather and the air-con on...

wed...me and aina went for dinner for 2 at fish & co. xpress at dwntwn...i feel so happy coz aina feels happy wif the food...it was a sinful day...with junk food...even after fish & co. we went on to buy puddings...well not really pudding coz its texture is like cheesecake...damn sinful...

thurs...lunch treat by sandi and chwee shan for me...we went BBQ chicken...its been so long we went there...i guess going 1 year...FITB was played again after so long without the screen...now they have the plasma tv instead...though more clearer bt its small compared to the screen...many thankies to my besties...

fri...nothing special just like mon...

yesterdae...was in sch wif nad the whole dae doing last min polishin for ddd project...around evening time to nite we went over to town...went to the food fare....DAMN CROWDED CAN!!! tasted korean and jap food...i wanna go down there again probably this coming wkend...or when im free this coming wk...who wanna go wif me?! haha lolx...
decided to head down to orchardcentral which just open recently...the only nice things around are the sofas placed at every level for resting and the lift...the lift damn nice^^
we played in the rain before goin back home since we did not even had any umbrella...
k-poppin on the way home...hehe...

todae...stayed at home throughout...dunnoe wat im doin also besides finishin up DDD...

Dinner & a Nite Out wif BESTIES!!!

2009-07-04T19:52:00.004+08:00

yesterdae went out for dinner wif SAB & AINA...

dinner was at PASTAMANIA CINELEISURE...
been craving for it i guess...

after which we head to HEEREN...while walking SAB suddenly said 'aish we never take photo'
hahaha she and her camera!!!
in the end me decide dat me and aina should remind her with a 'take' every 5 secs...hahaha
then we head down 2 TAKASHIMAYA before we head to TAMPINES just to have fresh air...

pic spam =)

grp pic:

double shot:

some blur acts here...hahaha...

individual:

hahaha wif yeos drink and acting DRUNK?!...LOLX!!!

candid:

haha AINA last min did not wanna take pic...hehe...the result --> A CANDID =)
i took this pic when they're not looking...hehe...i like this a lot...my FAV!!!

FT Island SG Concert Showcase 27 June 09

2009-07-04T19:32:00.005+08:00

yep i went for the concert though didn't take much pix...

the xperience is enuf for me^^

me greet them at the airport...
i was right in fornt of the glass window which makes the place convenient for me 2 c them...
and OMO!!! they were damn close though we were separated by the glass window...
happie happie happie me...hehe

day of the concert...
woke up around 4am...took train around 6am...reach at 7am...
YES 7am when the concert starts at 3pm...aish
damn tired after dat but it was worth going...

i was number 99 out of the 800 crowd...so lucky rite coz so front...hehe
gt 2 c them so close but i seriously hate the pushing...DAMN the PUSHING!!!

jaejin and hong gi so cute...hong gi and jaejin was interacting with us thru out
jong hoon with his silent charisma...reminds me of SHINee's MINHO...haha
minhwan at the back...didn't get to c him much though...
seung hyun was at the centre and i was at the centre 2...keep having eye contact wif him...
OMG!!! i just melted...hahaha
im so in love with love sick all over again^^

after which went back home...me saw lots of presents for them...they're very lucky to have us fans^^ saw lotsa soft toys as present...hehe...i wan too...hahaha

i guess dats all for the report...

some pics for entertainment:

at the airport arival hall -->
LUCKY NUMBER 99 -->
the STAGE -->

Happy 21st Nichkhun Oppa!!!

2009-06-24T23:27:00.008+08:00

OMG! OMG!

how can i miss his bdae?!?!?!
damn it...no wonder kp thinking sumthin is amiss since just now...

i will do a pic spam instead for KHUNNIE!!! hehehe

ALWAYS THE FRESH FACE

wat goes around, comes around^^

DATS WAT I ALWAYS LIKE BOUT NICHKHUN!!!

SAENGIL CHUKHA HAMNIDA, NICHKHUN OPPA!!!

My Happy 19th

2009-06-20T19:10:00.009+08:00

bdae celebration

19 06 2009 report:

went VIVO to have late lunch cum dinner at CARL'S JUNIOR wif AINA
did not expect it to be dat large of a serving though it should have been expected...

after which we went to VIVO SKYPARK and just chill out there from 6-7 45pm before the BIG SURPRISE came in...
around dat time SAB & MARK SURPRISE me wif their presence from behind...
seriously i didn't thot of them coming since they're busy...
everything was planned out quite gd till i myself wasn't expecting this...
me was so surprised dat i let 1 tear came down and was trembling when i saw them...
we stayed there till around 8 15pm & after which we went COFFEE BEAN to grab a drink and had some bites while chit chatting of old times...

had a lot of presents from them yesterdae...really appreciate it since its their hard earn efforts...

TO AINA, SAB & MARK:

THANX SO MUCH FOR THIS WONDERFUL DAE...WE HAVE KNOWN EACH OTHER GOING 5 YEARS NOW & WE WILL REMAIN DAT WAE TILL THE END...I WILL ALWAYS APPRECIATE WATEVER YOU GUYZ HAD DONE FOR ME...FRENZ 4EVER!!!

pic spam on 19 06 2009

the clear skies

star cruise

aina wants to see the star cruise leaving

r u sleeping mark?!

chilling out

the presents -->

all 3
from aina
from sab
from mark
20 o6 2009 report:

2dae went to TM to eat lunch at SEOUL GARDEN...a TREAT form LI YONG & NAD...
was there from 1-4pm which just means dat we ate a lot...hehe
we had a lot to chit chat & throughout the most we talked about was 'where is our next holidae destination?'
yup this clique of mine...we're crazy bout travelling...hahaha
we ended the dae by doing some shopping after the meal...
went to THEFACESHOP to get my mask...when we went in...MIROTIC by TVXQ was playing after which 10 POINTS OUT OF 10 by 2PM was heard...of coz i went all HIGH...hahaha

TO LI YONG & NAD:

THANX SO MUCH FOR THE TREAT TODAE...REALLY ENJOYED THOUGH IT WAS A SHORT DAE...WILL C EACH OTHER AGAIN SOON K^^

now i DAMN TIRED...wanna go REST^^
ANNYEONG~

Durian Craze!!!

2009-06-19T09:38:00.002+08:00

Dunnoe why...

i've been eating durian lately...i guess its the craving since i did not ate it for quite a long time...
sae more than a year...yup

last wk i had a 4 boxes of durians given from my relatives...dat finish...
and then yesterdae...my parents came home with lotsa boxes of durians which can actually last us for 2 wks...
dats a bomb...hehe

and i just ate a few this morning...hehe...
we're gonna make a dessert with the durians...yum yum
coz why...the durians bought this time round are very sweet not bitter...haha

ok why am i talking bout durians...
oh hahahaha coz the post saes so^^

MUSSHYY YOOCHUN TOWARDS JUNSU

2009-06-16T20:40:00.002+08:00

hahaha i noe this is quite a while back but i find it hilarious...

YOOSU so sweet and cute^^

Yoochun's 'Come here baby' to Junsu

1ambot1

Early Bdae Treat

2009-06-13T18:47:00.002+08:00

yup yup...i had my early bdae treat on thurs...

my dear colleague aka my godmother noes my bdae this month but she doesn't noe when...
coincidentally i wore office wear dat day complete wif high heels & she thot i was wearing like dat coz its my bdae & im goin out bt apparently not...
hehe in the end she surprise me wif a nice shirt for my bdae...dats not all...
another surprised for me was treating me to lunch since im werkin dat dae...
guess where we had lunch?!?!?!

SAKAE SUSHI!!!
we had a buffet for an hour and we ate alot...my 1st time eating alot there and ordering alot dat is...
she introduced me 2 alot of dishes & apparently i started liking it...hehe

im uber happy bt my leg hurts wif those high heels...hehe
ok better go back to doin my project...teehee

A Fruitful Day

2009-06-07T23:25:00.003+08:00

After so much revising and studying...this is the only pic i took -->

yes the sunlight shining thru the window...i like this pic a lot^^

Even though its the whole day...i still left 3 more topics for tmr's paper...aish

GAMBATTE!!!

tmr will continue again coz gt time...

tmr's paper start at 6 30 pm...damn in the evenings...anyways got time
so im gonna knock myself out for now...hehe

김현중 오빠, 생일 축하 합니다!!!

2009-06-05T21:40:00.009+08:00

today...i feel so empty...no emotions, no feelings

when i see the birds fly freely i feel even more emptier
coz im stuck here stoning in the bus...not like those colourful birds...they are free...
yes they are free to go wherever they wanna go but here i am still in the same little spot...

but when i remember it's KIM HYUN JOONG's bdae tmr...it made me smile coz i have actually made a template just like the yoochun one to celebrate his bdae...this time round, the theme of the template is HAPPY unlike YOOCHUN's CALM theme...since im so down today...i told myself to be happy for tmr and just stay focus on being happy for a day...

yep dats wat im going to do...even though i would most probably be studying tmr...
yes im updating early coz i dun have the time to update tmr due to studies...

KHJ Oppa!!! I promised i will be happy on your 23rd bdae...hehe!!!

a lil bdae msg from me:

click on it for a larger view...
Credits: paranoia-syad + paranoia-ida

SAENGIL CHUKHA HAEYO, KIM HYUN JOONG OPPA!!!

Subaru Outing 30/05/2009 and FT Island Concert Showcase in SG

2009-06-04T19:22:00.008+08:00

YES!!!

i watch SUBARU wif all the SG CASSIES!!!
damn HIGH the atmosphere dat day...hehe
would recommend this movie definitely...hehe

PIC SPAM:

our tired faces...
the only pic of him...

this is totally unknown to me...seriously

aina so SCARRYYY!!!!

CANDID!!!

second...i got tix to FT Island Concert Showcase thanx to dear VIVIAN...hehe
lookin forward to it^^
guess this is an early bdae present for myself!!!

a look at the tix -->
now going study for CT...so stress!!!

MICKY YOOCHUN!!! HAPPIE BDAE!!!

2009-06-03T22:12:00.005+08:00

i noe its still early but i must do this now or else i will 4get...
sumore tmr uber busy...

this year for his bdae i just wrote a msg on top of his pic...dats the lease i could do since im busy preparing for common test...

click on the pic for a bigger view...

Credits: paranoia-syad + paranoia-ida

SAENGIL CHUKHA HAEYO MICKY YOOCHUN OPPA!!!

happie moments but im still tired...

2009-06-03T20:38:00.002+08:00

im so happie yesterdae...

1st my NSL prac is over...gt INSTRUMENT and i pass^^
2nd...gt to mt my best friend, RONELLE after so long...i think 5 months already...so long...she gave me a bracelet...so sweet of her...
3rd...i got to go out at nite just to eat fish & co. xpress at downtown with NADIA...

and yet im still so tired...exhaustion is taking over me...

went back home todae & quickly went straight 2 bed for a nap...seriously so tired...
and i also think i put too much spring onion in my soup dat it makes me sleepy...
YES!!! spring onion will make u sleepy coz it prevents insomnia!!!

haha...i knew it just like on mon on a korean variety show...sumore gt funny CHAE YOUNG...and SHIN DONG...
SHIN DONG really luvs food!!!
hehe...

i'll stop this post here...nxt will be micky yoochun's bdae post!!!

breaking down and stoning is the only choice

2009-05-31T10:56:00.002+08:00

every now and then...the only thing which is best for me is breaking down or stone at any moment...the only choice the only choice the only choice...

the surroundings is shut down by all my five senses...
the feeling of emptiness wash over me...no emotions, no feelings...nothing
and when u realised it...u're thinking 'why im like this?'
the taste of saltiness from those tears...but always...no one deserve my tears...no one...

i guess this will continue and i wun noe when will it stop...
maybe when the time comes for me it will...
hurt, hatred, sadness, loneliness...dats not me at all...the feelings from 10years back or should i say feelings of 10years hidden was awaken again...its just the same...i wan all these feelings to be wash away...

if i MIA for a while or even for a longer period of time...i dun wan any worrie...i just needed to be myself...solve all this stupid problems...even minors as well as majors...just let me be

i shall reflect again and again under the running shower and regain my energy from there...even if its for a few secs, minutes, hours, days...and i hope it will be understandable...

from now on...only reflections will save me even if its for a few secs, minutes, hours, days...
im so tired...just let me be...

HAPPIE 19th BDAE MARK!!!

2009-05-23T18:39:00.009+08:00

i would like to dedicate this post to mark for his 19th bdae this year...
to mark: if u c this do read it k^^
celebrated his bdae on the 20th though its on the 23rd whcih is todae...

bdae celebration at airport we ate popeye's 2gether wif aina & sab...yumyum...though we did not take any pics there bt we took a lot of stupid but yet ordinary pics at the airport...haha

airport pics:

aina was having flu & i was simply blockin myself from it bt mark & sab thot otherwise: talk 2 my hand...boohoo =(

i think his sleepy...hehe

we have 2 faces...OMG!!! hahaha
aina r u shock?!
our happie faces-->

mark pointed to sab - LOSER...hehe
aina's sick=(

our footwear dat dae -->

the cake i made for him...
the present me & hong kee got for him
the present aina & sab got for him

i was taking this pic n they pointed to me as the LOSER...boohoo

a creative way of saying happie bdae^^
after which we head on to coffee bean for a drink...

mark!!! wats dat?! hehe
a msg to my beloved fren:
we have been frenz for 5 long years now...n it has been fun knowing u as my fren...
a fren whom i can trust...a fren who always keep others thinking positive...a fren who is supportive...a fren who makes others laugh easily...and a fren whom will be my fren 4ever^^
thanx for being a good fren to me and so many others=)

Arriving back in SG(17th April 09)

2009-05-23T18:22:00.007+08:00

finally got the time 2 post up the last part of my trip...hehe

inside the plane:

the same meal we had in the plane when we were departing-->

some pics we took-->

at the airport:

well dats it for the trip...

intra-trip OIP INDIA (30th march-17th april)

2009-05-10T16:20:00.030+08:00

here's a geez to the INDIA TRIP...

the sky without clouds...no wonder its so damn HOT & HUMID...
one of the activities i did during the trip...GLASS PAINTING!!!
a lot of selca of me...ALERT ALERT...LOLX
as the daes go by...my skin complexion becomes darker...aish MY SKIN!!!

the cows and sheeps...PURITY...

carryin things using their heads...dats how it is there...
the sentence which is still fresh in my mind...
PIZZA HUT!!!
i tell u...their service there in IND is much better than it is here in SG...sad to sae :(

the so-called "taxi"
the beach...there's 2 beaches i went 2...both have nice scenarios though 1 is the place where TSUNAMI happens...its still sad dat the ruins r still there :(

the place we always go to for dat 3 wks...

the sunsets...

the sky...

the many sculptures of IND...

CULTURAL XCHANGE!!!

the way they measure their heights...hehe...so cute!!!
buggie...we always wait for this when we're goin for class or when we wanna go back to dorm...as alwaes not all the times it is accessible...
fancy myself looking at the mirror when i find dat my hair was style up after waking up...i bet
sleeping is gd also for styling ur hair...HAHA!!!

i found this fren here lingering near the grass...

our classroom...
grp pics...

very misty last day in IND...

everything last dae...

nxt up will be the departin pics but i won't upload so soon...

aniwaes like to wish all mother's out there a HAPPIE MOTHER'S DAE!!!

Depart to India(29th March 2009)

2009-05-02T12:32:00.011+08:00

here goes the 1st post after like forever...haha...and as the title saes...it will only be departing part 1st...hehe

airport:
DEPARTING FROM TERMINAL 2!!!
OIP INDIA!!!
SPOT MY FLIGHT ANY1?! & I SEE SEOUL THERE:(
CAN ANY1 GUESS DAT WEIGHT?!
me n family-->

my bro, the model-->
HOST BOY!!!
RECYCLE BOY?!
E-INFORMATION BOY?!

the many ppl & things we bringing-->
RED YEP
ORANGE OIP
many many boxes from YEP side
ME, AINA, MARK n MY BUSY BODY BRO-->

together as one-->

OIP TEAM
in the airplane:
supper meal-->

happily eating our supper-->
IN INDIA:
my room-->

MY BED-->
THE ONLY PLACE WE PUT OUR THINGS OTHER THAN THE BED-->
THE PLACE WE DRY OUR CLOTHES-->
THE BUCKETS WE USE TO BATH AND WASH OUR CLOTHES-->
to AINA & MARK: i'll send all the photos wif u in it probably next wk? hehe i sure have no time...

to FLORENCE: i'll send urs also by next wk...hehe

finally!!!

2009-05-01T21:15:00.000+08:00

ok finally i have changed my blogskin...
took me 5hrs...phew...

alrite tmr i will start posting everything up...
too lazy after a long make over or wat u called website revamp...hehe

signing off,
syad

back!!!

2009-04-26T20:22:00.000+08:00

hello peepz...

finally i have the time 2 update after my return...
well actually i wanna change my blogskin 1st b4 i post up anythin new...
so i guess u guyz have 2 wait longer...MIANHAE!!!

i'll post up bout my trip ASAP!!!!!

rgds,
syad

HIATUS

2009-03-21T22:06:00.001+08:00

as u guys know...

my last post was since last month...
i won't be posting anything until i get back from my trip...

sorie for the inconvenience...

행복한 20 생일 장리인

2009-03-01T12:09:00.004+08:00

ah i totally forgt bout jang ri in's bdae yesterdae n only rmbr this morning...

saengil chukha hae jang ri in unnie!!!
u're turning 20 this year n dat makes me ur dongsaeng...hehe

i would sae jang ri in is very nice person...a very pretty person also...
luv her voice...v. melodious...
stay happie n healthy alwaes k^^

pic spam!!!

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행복한 20 생일 장리인

JaeJoong's Birth Mum Blog Entry

2009-03-01T12:01:00.002+08:00

Dong Bang Shin Ki's Young Woong Jae Joong, who received much attention lately because of his birth-related matters, hoped that the conflicted relationship between his birth and adoptive parents would be able to resolve peacefully.

Young Woong Jae Joong's birth mother, Oh-shi, wrote a very long entry in her blog on January 11. In the article, she revealed the things that happened between her and Jae Joong, and her own feelings and thoughts.

She wrote, "Today, I can finally write happily. Jae Jun (Young Woong Jae Joong's original name) came to my house. This is the first time, since we separated when he was four years old, the first time in 17 years, that I could truely hold him against me as a mother with her own child." The writing reflected a very happy mood.

Next, Oh-shi explained a bit regarding the hot topic of the lawsuit and Jae Joong's adoption.

"He was adopted at the age of four...I once almost committed suicide because I missed my son too much." From Oh's article, we are able to know that Young Woong Jae Joong (who was named Han Jae Jun at the time) was adopted by a family in Choongnamdo Gongju. She had no choice but to give her son away in order to make a living. Three years later, upon hearing that Jae Joong's older adoptive sister was getting married, Oh came to Seoul, but was unable to see her son. Afterwards, regardless of how far they were, she went looking for Jae Joong's elementary and high schools, quietly watching him from afar, before returning home. She described what he was like when he was younger.

Oh-shi, who lived in Kyungkido Mochu, went to Gongju in 2001 in order to see her son. However, JaeJoong's adoptive mother said, "Jae Joong is well cared for. It is best that you go back." Although it is very painful, she would wait until JaeJoong became successful before trying to see him again.

In 2003, there was no news of Young Woong Jae Joong. Panicking, Oh phoned Jae Joong's adoptive parents in Gongju, who told her that Jae Joong had been sent to study in America. However, early in 2004, she found out from a friend of Jae Joong's that he had became a singer. Going on the internet, she was able to confirm this. All of a sudden, she felt as if her heart stopped beating, and she thought back to the time when she almost committed suicide because she missed her son so much.

The first time that Oh-shi spoke with her son on the phone was in Sept. of 2004. At the time, she was buying the TVXQ Storybook from a store in Kyungkido and was able to obtain Jae Joong's phone number from a female student there. One month after contacting him, she met him for the first time at Seoul Kangnam.

At the time, Jae Joong's knee was injured during a dance practice for the promotion of the second album, so he was on crutches when he met with Oh. She said, "At first, we acted cool and smiled when we met. After that, everything went smoothly between us. The longing and quickened heartbeat continued."

The time of happiness was short. In 2005, problems arose when Jae Joong's military service came into question. Young Woong Jae Joong was not legally adopted so he has two family registers with his name before adoption, Han Jae Jun, and his name after adoption, Kim Jae Joong. They were told that he would not be able to enrol in military service with his birth name Han Jae Jun.

The police investigation began, and Oh-shi was very anxious. She went around consulting various places about whether her son's family registers could be changed to a single one.

Because of a reporter in Choongnam Gongju, a lot of misunderstandings arose regarding Jae Joong’s birth parents and the lawsuit they instituted to try to reclaim him as a son. Oh said, “No matter if it is Jae Jun, his adoptive parents in Gongju, or Jae Jun’s birth father and myself, everyone felt pained because of this incident.”

Next, Oh said, “Nobody did this intentionally with the child as the goal. I also did not do this in order to receive any money or reward. Everyone’s misunderstandings and biased views are like an incurable disease to us.”

Oh-shi said that Young Woong Jae Joong wanted to discuss and resolve the problem peacefully. He wanted to live as Kim Jae Joong, and wanted his adoptive parents and birth parents to be able to live together. Young Woong Jae Joong’s wish all along had been for both families to be able to live sweetly and happily together, until death.

Oh-shi said, “Gongju unnie (Jae Joong’s adoptive mother) sent rice cakes and fruits to Jae Jun. We planned to go on a vacation together and go to TVXQ’s next concert. We might even live together in the future. Jae Joong always said that he wanted to have two mothers to be with him. Jae Joong really loves and respects his Gongju mother.” We are able to understand this.

Next, she said, “I hope that all the misunderstandings would be able to disappear and not become an obstacle in everyone’s lives. Jae Joong is very happy now. His Gongju mother is a virtuous person, her joy comes from being able to give the children food and clothing. I am also thankful towards the encouragement and support that his sisters and adoptive mother always gave him. I hope that I will always be able to maintain a good relationship with this family and that from now on, this feeling will never change.”

Oh-shi said that she did not have the ability to be together with Jae Joong, doing the things that a mother should do, but she has always been working hard.

Oh said, “My lucky son Jae Jun who has the love of everyone from two families, Jae Joong fighting!” …she then said, “Gongju unnie, I am very grateful for everything you have done. I will pray for you everyday, wishing you constant happiness, smiles, and good health.”

She also stated that it is good to see that Young Woong Jae Joong, who often seemed to have such a sad expression, is becoming happier.

Oh said, “Jae Joong told me to come to the concert in February with his Gongju parents. We are looking forward to seeing our wonderful son, singing for his family, for his fans, with his beautiful and sensuous voice. Dong Bang Shin Ki fighting!”

Reflecting, Oh-shi then said, “That time when Jae Joong had to be sent away was the hardest time period. That was a long-lasting pain, a time of suffering and regret. Gongju unnie with her generosity raised him properly. I really am incredibly thankful towards her.”

Credits: douhua baidu + lissilme @H.O.T.&DBSK (for translation) + honeyiceblend @dbsg
Shared by: TVXQfever

how i felt for this article when i read it...there was so much sadness, happiness, regrets, desperateness, hope, thankfulness...many many more...n i felt as much as i felt for jaejoong n his family...live happily every1....

TVXQ in SG?!

2009-02-28T16:47:00.002+08:00

saw an article todae...n im quite surprised wif the content...

TVXQ HAS STEP INTO SG BEFORE...N WHY DIDN'T I NOE BOUT DAT...AISH...

i will post the article & other details once i have permission...

SMTOWN BKK VIDS(OTHERS)

2009-02-27T21:39:00.002+08:00

SHINee REPLAY & SNSD GEE

CREDIT: mrnikungi @ YT

Zhang Li Yin I Will

CREDIT: ichigoKJJ @ YT + srisin@tvxqdreamland

SuJu U Remix

CREDITS: godjimom @ YT

SNSD BABY BABY

CREDITS: dvdhnryyy @ YT

SuJu Don't Don

CREDITS: godjimom @ YT

SuJu A Man In Love

CREDITS: godjimom @ YT

SNSD Kissing You

CREDITS: zippomaru @ YT

SNSD Into The New World

CREDITS: zippomaru @ YT

SuJu TWINS

CREDITS: godjimom @ YT

SMTOWN BKK VIDS(DBSK)

2009-02-27T21:18:00.003+08:00

DBSK HUG

DBSK 'O' Jung.Ban.Hap

DBSK MIROTIC

DBSK Rising Sun

DBSK Purple Line

DBSK LOVE IN THE ICE

DBSK BALLOONS

ENDING BDAE CELEBRATION(FEBRUARY BABIES & U-KNOW)

ALL VIDEOS CREDIT: ichigoKJJ @ YT + srisin@tvxqdreamland

BLUE N RED EVERYWHERE!!!
AH U-KNOW is KILLING ME WIF HIS MOVES & DAT SURPRISINGLY MANY XPRESSIONS OF HIS...DYING HERE!!!
n CHANGMIN...HE STRIPPED...DAT 6 PAX OF HIS IS TO DIE FOR!!!

new era?! nah...bleh

2009-02-27T20:37:00.009+08:00

now dat exams r over...i can start updating my previous post n now a new 1^^

ok i wanna update on more pics from bkk concert now since most of them have been sent 2 me...hehe

me n imie in the bus goin concert venue^^

me n mavis at e concert venue^^ aish...i hate my hate...luckily i cut already...LOLX

me n the bus?! LOLX

me n the big board of SM ARTIST...hehe...the love is not the exact shape...HAHA...i ruin it...

us first dae goin shopping...since its gonna be v.dae soon which is the following week...there's lotsa love blocks to promote v. dae^^

decided 2 take a pic wif the vendor owner...LOLX

in the hotel room before we move to concert venue...decided 2 post happie, smiley & emo...HAHA

the group of us at the hotel before we move 2 the concert venue...

in the bus...

concert...

junsu n eun hyuk...the best friends...

jaejoong...

micky...

u-know n cake face...HAHA

after concert...

ALL PICS CREDIT: IMIE + THAI GIRL

the concert stage is big isn't it??? ok dats all...next will be vids^^

행복한 21 생일 최강창민

2009-02-18T00:59:00.004+08:00

UPDATED wif PICS on 27th FEB 2009

HAPPIE 21st BIRTHDAY to the MAKNAE of DBSK aka SHIM CHANGMIN...

watch u grow n its like u're 1 000 000x better when i c u LIVE...
SO TALL...1 of the trades of my IDEAL BF...haha

MAX alwaes makes me laughs even at times of sadness, dissapointment n stress...
your other HYUNGS should learn from u on how to be MATURE...lolx...jokin jokin...

MAX would pass as my bro...aish wat a pity rite?

~~aniwaes pics would be up tmr...~~

so tired now...ok now comes the pictures^^ after so long...bleh!

luv him wif dat hat^^

lookin at dat plasma TV instead...LOLX!!!

cutie CHANGMING!!!

BABY CHANGMIN!!!

HANDSOME CHANGMIN!!!

CHANGMIN in GLASSES=MELTDOWN!!!

LUV DAT VIEW OF HIS HAIR...n WAT IS THIS...CAM WHORING...HAHA SO RARE TO SEE THIS!!!

PEACEFUL CHANGMIN!!!

EMO CHANGMIN!!!

SAENGIL CHUKHA HAE SHIM CHANGMIN!!!

My Valentine's Day

2009-02-14T22:59:00.007+08:00

UPDATED: 27th FEB 09
~~will update more later since IE is being such a BITCH now...~~

yoyo update on v.dae^^

me went out wif besties from sec sch...v.dae this year is diff from previous years...

met wif all at bdk inter...pass every1 their brownies...yupz made brownies for v.dae...every year dats wat i do^^
hey every1...my brownies nice?

MARK had hangover so he was quite late...receive my first v.dae present from him...CHOCOLATES :)
AINA gave me lollipops bt i can have it coz of the flavor...COLA...i can't drink or eat anythin COLA...lolx...SORIE AINA~
AFIQAH brought 1 basket of MALTASE(?) for us...
SAB...well she didn't give anything bt at least we had fun todae^^

lunch had PIZZA HUT...we were like blabbering all the time about our past even on the way to the FISH POND at PASIR RIS...
why FISH POND? haha dun ask me...the idea just came like just 2DAE...
we went for PRAWN FISHING instead there...half wae thru AFIQAH had to go :(
in the end 4 2 hrs we only caught 2...it's DAMN HARD CAN...
at first we were struggling bt we manage wif these 2 kinda AH BENG...bt they dun like 1 to me xcept my besties...they're CUTE can...hehe...ok syad here is high...LOLX
aniwaes though we caught oni 2 the UNCLE gave a remark --> its already GOOD for 1st timers...haha n he was nice ENUF to give us XTRA PRAWNS...sumore VERY BIG...hehe

PRAWNING -->

the bait is...worms...EWWW!!! haha im not scared...LOLX!

pics wif the PRAWNS we caught:

LOLX...SAB WHERE U AIMING...C AFIQAH's HEAD is CUT INTO HALF
-_-

THIS IS TOTALLY A CANDID SHOT SERIOUSLY

THE TOTAL PRAWNS

trying to take out the 'BLUE THINGY'...LOLX

after which we went 2 PLAYGROUND...seriously we're DEPRIVED of CHILDHOOD...haha
played SEE-SAW n the SWING...haha i guess u guyz r laughing rite now rite...LOLX!
~~pics will be up when SAB sent them 2 me...~~

after which went back to SAB's HOUSE... taking the TAXI...
i on KOREAN MUSIC in the TAXI n the TAXI DRIVER was so INTERESTED...he kept asking me QUESTIONS...he said KOREAN MUSIC is V. NICE...
now guessing where the prawn went? well SAB took it HOME...haha...we relax a bit n then we went for DINNER at KFC...
i really think 2dae is a SINFUL dae coz eat 2 much JUNK FOOD...LOLX

then went round NITE MARKET...after which decide 2 go back home^^

in the end...its just the 3 of us^^

ok now i wanna retire for the dae...NITEZ every1...

OH BTW HAPPY V.DAE MY DEAR DONG BANG BOYZ^^

SM TOWN HIGHLIGHTS & YUNNIE BEAR's BDAE^^

2009-02-14T22:58:00.002+08:00

UPDATED 17/02/2009

~~post save for future use^^ LOLX~~

ok highlights of bkk trip of mine...

1. hearing fans screaming while we were relaxin in hotel --> SUJU n SHINee arrive wif JANG RI IN...
2. goin shopping saw SM TOWN bus outside HOTEL...so HIGH can...hehe
3. waited for hours for DBSK's arrival but was dissapointed though we got 2 c SNSD...
4. waited for 1 1/2 hrs for DBSK to come out of the lift to go to concert venue...WORTH IT! so near yet so far...CHANGMIN so TALL...U-KNOW n his MUSCLES...he wore singlet can...wanna faint...MICKY covered himself up wif his WHITE hoodie...JAEJOONG n his EARPHONE...JUNSU so EMO...haiz...
5. concert venue --> SHINee's MINHO is another TALL freak besides CHANGMIN...so cute can...hehe...TAEMIN 2...KEY keep doing the HIP THRUSTING thingy...SO HOT...JONG HYUN's voice is so MELODIOUS...ONEW keeps SMILING w/t a stop...
--> SNSD is so BEAUTIFUL...to concentrated on YoonA...seriously she's a beauty i wanna personally meet 1 dae...
--> JANG RI IN another beauty...her voice is as melodious as JONG HYUN's...n she can dance 2...my first time seeing her dance...she makes a PERFECT sister 2 me...LOLX...joking joking...she really is a NICE person...
--> DBSK my EVERYTHING...hehe...JUNSU n JAE was in their own little world i guess since there's not much dat coverage of them bt i could tell u all of them r HOT dat nite...CHANGMIN!!! i wanna c dat six pax of him again...ok now im being a pervert...haha...U-KNOW is so DAMN HOT...HOT 3X...wif his many facial xpression while dancing...i cnt resist his CHARMS...U-KNOW OPPA!!! be my BRO can? haha his face was full of cake when celebrating his bdae...PIMPLE BREAKOUT ALERT... lastly our dear MICKY...his as CUTE as ever...his SMILE...i really wanna faint...he has his own style of fashion n i luv dat bout him...SMILE for us CASSIOPEIAS more alrite^^
--> SUJU...another group of HOTTIES...hehe...i must sae HAN GENG's kinda HOT...KYU HYUN OPPA...luv ya! EUN HYUK n JUNSU r so INSEPARABLE...seriously during the concert i felt it...EE TEUK is so HOT 2...SI WON's aura was more of MINHO's kind...n he kissed DONG HAE...was kinda shocked...not xpecting dat from him...SHIN DONG is so DAMN FUNNY...i like him...hehe...i luv DONG HAE's SMILE...HEECHUL...well i dunnoe wat happen 2 him...it's like his in love n wanna KISS...haha...kiss SIWON then after dat go around wanna kiss the rest...bt EE TEUK covered his mouth wif his fingers...haha dats wae 2 cute...well the rest i can sae they're not bad...just as HOT as any1 there^^

ok now to our dear U-KNOW who celebrated his bdae on the 6th of FEB...
HAPPIE 23rd BDEA^^ here's a short post for u OPPA!!!
i've decided dat for JAE, MAX & U-KNOW's bdae...im gonna compile it into a YUNJAEMIN for the present...though i would sae the present i made won't be able 2 go thru them...so i will kp it as a sign dat i really LUV them dat much...

niwaes...PIC SPAM time...n vids from sm town bkk celebratin u-know's bdae^^

yunho's bdae celebration at SM TOWN BKK...

part 1:

part 2:

CREDITS: yuulinajoongie @ YT

hehe now im done wif this post...

SM TOWN BKK(PICS)

2009-02-11T19:10:00.014+08:00

for larger pics pls click the pics...thanx
sorrie if pic blur or not nice...bt these r memories afterall^^

b4 our flight 2 BKK -->

DEE, KAK WATY n ME

DEE, KAK WATY, MUM n ME

the SMTOWN bus outside our HOTEL
SIAM PARAGON

SHINee

SNSD

RI IN

DBSK

SUJU

the interviewer guy

ok dats bout it...clear pictures i will up the link the next time...will up vids as well...so pls wait patiently^^

SM TOWN BKK CONCERT

2009-02-11T18:31:00.002+08:00

ok now since i hv free time...i'll talk about the concert...

where shall i start...i just cnt seem to rmbr now that im writin this out...

ok first n foremost...there were a lot of ppl at the stadium...so crowded...yet so lively...hehe

when we were inside...the excitement was just there...can't stop the ranting n all...
n im quite surprise dat there's more of a SuJu fans than DBSK fans...

SHINee was up 1st n GOD they're so CUTE!!!
i just can't get enuf of MINHO n TAEMIN...MINHO is so TALL just like CHANGMIN...
his live voice was like OMG!!! so deep...hehe
well 1/4 part of the concert i was taking pics bt then i was so tired dat i stop n decided to enjoy the concert instead...

during the front part...every1 was like standing...bt then it became to a standing at the chair kind...haha i was of coz 1 of them...hehe

after which it was SNSD if im not wrong...they're so beautiful...bt my fav was YoonA...i was just tailing her all the time...hehe

nxt was...wait i can't rmbr...aish either SuJu, DBSK or Ri In...when DBSK came out...the whole stadium was like wild fire...screaming n shouting n cheering...
SuJu came out it was the same thing...n im liking HENRY now...later i'll tell why...

Ri In is so beautiful...she looks the home girl kind...i just love her...her voice is so nice...

after which is combine singing...the 2nd part of the concert was the best...

starting with SuJu then DBSK alternately for a few songs...n then there was the dance battle...U-know, Eun Hyuk, Shin Dong, Taemin, Heechul, Junsu...a few i cant rmrb who...its just SO HOT!!!
then it was SHINee, SNSD n Jang Ri In...its a gd thing Jang Ri In sang more than the previous concert...i would like 2 c more of her in the future...

basically, i was concentrating on U-Know, Changmin n Micky for DBSK...
U-know wif his many many xpressions while dancing...
Changmin n his HOTNESS...he strip alrite...n it was the 1st time i saw his 6 pax...very tone up...aish...i can just die there n then...
Micky...as alwaes his smile makes me crazy...
as for Junsu...kept looking at his dance n notice his KAMO BUTT...haha
n HERO...well his body as alwaes is the attractiveness of them all despite his pretty face...

as for SHINee...
TAEMIN is so damn cute lah...his actions, his smile...haha
MINHO...again as i said his DAMN TALL for his age...saw him running wif the big ball...haha so cute the wae he run...
JONG HYUN's voice so DAMN NICE...first time hearing it live n its satisfying...
KEY has this AURA dat will make u attracted to him...
Onew...his alwaes smilin...i luv dat bout him...

didn't notice SuJu dat much but there were exceptions...
HEECHUL keep goin around wanting to KISS...
then HAN GENG...suddenly he look SO HOT wif partial nakedness...
EUN HYUK is so FRIENDLY...
KYU HYUN is so hot wif dat HAIR-DO
YESUNG now looks identically like HERO...wif similar hair cut n colour like HERO n the voice like HERO...alwaes confuse when he came out n thot it was JAE!!!
n lastly...HENRY...i luv his violin performance...n it was LIVE mind u...

SNSD...well i just notice YoonA n dats it...fullstop.

Ri In...1st time i saw her dance n her dance was SMOOTH...

DBSK sang:
HUG
U R MY MIRACLE
PURPLE LINE
'O' JUNG.BAN.HAP
RISING SUN
MIROTIC
BALLOONS
these r the few dat i rmbr...

SuJu sang:
THIRST(MAN IN LOVE)
DON'T DON
U
this is wat i can rmbr for SuJu...pardon me for my lack of memory...

SHINee sang:
A.MI.GO
REPLAY
LOVE LIKE OXYGEN
n again pardon me for my lack of memory

SNSD sang:
GEE
KISSING YOU
again SORRIE

RI IN sang:
I WILL
once again SORRIE

n thruout the concert...was screamin like there's no 1 there...sore throat...though i kinda like my voice like dat...hahaha

i guess dats about it...nxt post...pic spam^^

SM TOWN BKK

2009-02-09T21:40:00.002+08:00

i was suppose to save a post for u-know's bdae last wk bt then was hurryin for the bkk trip...hehe

aniwaes...during the concert we got celebrate u-know's bdae so its okae^^
i'll wish him in the nxt post though its belated...

the concert was so much fun...WORTH IT!!!

i'll post all my fanaccts here...the post after nxt will be pics all the wae...

first dae at BKK:

we arrive at the hotel n check in...after trying to open the balcony door which we did...we heard screaming...we were guessing that SUJU, SHINee n JANR RI IN have arrive...when we wanted to go shopping we saw the SM TOWN BUS park at the LOWER LOBBY...hehe...so CAPTIVATING!!!

after shopping head back to hotel...sit around for a while n then decided to come dwn to lower lobby to welcome the arrival of DBSK...we waited from 11/12(?) till 2am in the morning...bt we were dissapointed by the no show...INSTEAD SNSD was welcomed by us coz DBSK decided to go thru the main lobby...aish...

SNSD: JESSICA came in 1st...she looks so thin bt she was so beautiful...
then i didn't notice the rest coz i was looking around for YOONA...she is REALLY REALLY PRETTY...EVEN W/T MAKE UP...n she was wearing SPECS...she looks like a NORMAL SCH GIRL...

though we were dissapointed...we were exceptionally happy the next dae!!!

2nd dae:

woke up early in the morning...n unexpectedly we receive news dat DBSK is goin to be goin 2 the concert venue soon when we thot dat they had left already...

waited near the lower lobby lift from 8am...SNSD came out 1st...only 9 30am did DBSK came out from the lift...CHANGMIN was the 1st one 2 come out bt i didn't notice it was them until i saw YUNHO...CHANGMIN is so TALL...was GAWKING at him for awhile b4 i decided to scream for them...n CHANGMIN was friendly...he was waving at our area...so CUTE of him...bt now i hv to say...so HANDSOME of him*SPAZZINGGG*

wanted to wait for SHINee, SUJU n RI IN bt decided to go bath since i havent even bath...just put on my JACKET over my PJ when i went down to c them leave...LOLX!
so in the end did not gt 2 c them until the concert...

concert --> i will update on the concert the next post since i have lotsa 2 talk about...hehe

3rd dae:

after checkin out we when over 2 7 eleven...n when we went back MAVIS UNNIE said that SHINee just when inside a restaurant a few mins ago...aish...i think i hv no FATE wif SHINee...i really wanna c the BOYS really up close n personal...bt then an interviewer came out...he was so cute...i like his smile...SG was interviewed by him...n guess wat he speaks chi, thai & eng...gt a pic of him bt will post it at the pic part...we wait n wait for SHINee 2 come out bt then we had 2 go coz we had to rush for our flight...well i'll just wait for fanaccts of others^^

ok i nd 2 go now...v. sleepy...still tired from the trip...aish...

happie 19th bdae aina [sunako-chan] hehe

2009-02-01T22:15:00.004+08:00

Aina ah~

i will wish u earlier since i will be busy tmr...

my fav photo...

we've know each other for 5 years...
u're the one who would be the one who even wif a lil small things...you would be the 1 to notice...n you who alwaes makes the atmosphere even more brighter...
if im the rain then u're the sun coz u make my dae brighter...hehe^^
thanx for being my fren for this 5 years n the years coming ahead...
lets mt on vdae k^^
like u said there's alwaes no fate for us to meet...hehe bt we will^^

OMG!!! i dunnoe wat im babbling bout...LOLX!!!

niwaes,

saengil chukha hamnida~ saengil chukha hamnida~
sarang haneun dear aina~
saengil chukha hamnida~

hehe a bdae song for u...n ur presents...sorie i wun be able 2 gif it 2 u till i arrive back from bkk this comin wk:(

let's travel again like we used to when we went for the kl trip...i miss travelling:(

long lost period of time...

2009-02-01T22:00:00.004+08:00

ah~

i would sae its been so long since i c my sec sch frenz...
n it gd 2 feel the sec sch atmosphere again...

me n sab went out yesterdae 2 catch up on old times...
been a long time since we went out like this...
i rmbr we would go out everydae after sch n spent walking around tampines mall wasting our time...hehe dat was the best cure of all stress...

to catch up on all times...here's sum pics we took when we were at orchard...

half of my body gone...hehe

tongue tied...lolx

smilies wif fountains behind...

haha the escalator is botherin me...

relaxin 1 corner...

sab the food monster...

sae cheese!

hehe we will mt again wif the rest on vdae! ^^

행복한 23 생일 영웅재중

2009-01-26T14:55:00.012+08:00

happie 23rd bdae jaejoong oppa!

there will be lotsa pic spam in here as alwaes for a celebrity bdae:)

a so called bdae present from me 2 u...haha

i realised when i saw this pic...i had wrote jae's name wrongly...
instead of 영웅 i wrote a diff character...shit im really bad...boohoo
나는 철자법에 있는 과실을 위해 유감스럽다 ):

aniwaes the seashells will be made into sumthin by end of this week n then will post it up here^^

here comes the pic spam :)

jae on motorbike is HOT!

i wish dat cake was me...hahaha

jae r u sleeping? haha

jae n the eiffel tower

lion really suits him^^

jae in white suit = angel^^

jae is HOT in sch uni :)

jae n his kissable lips...hahaha

jae + camera = cam whore

jae so cute...the luv of 동방신기

jae! the mike is not food...

lickable lips of Jae

nerdy jae

he looks like bon jovi like dat...SERIOUSLY...haha

jae really looks like a girl here...

jae u're so emo :(

the big beautiful faces of jae

n as jae's tattoo shows...there's HOPE IN THE END^^

once again jae 행복한 23 생일 ^^

the beach

2009-01-26T14:33:00.003+08:00

its been long since i went over to the beach...

yesterdae had a gd time over at pasir ris beach...though i prefer east coast...
had a picnic 2gether wif my mother's side family...with all my little cousins along...at least i dun feel like im old^^ still a child at heart:)

even before i went over...i already planned to collect seashells to make a so called 'gift' for jaejoong coz its his bdae 2dae^^
the next post will be dedicated to him who turns 23 this year...so every1 has to be patient n wait...

was sitting on the sea water yesterdae for nearly 3 hours n guess wat...
i nearly fall asleep while sitting there...my cousins keep asking me qns i i did not even ans them back...so bad a 'big sis'...lolx
its very windy yesterdae dats why i feel so relaxed...there's no nd 4 aircons or fans if im tired or feel the heat^^

pic spam time...well not alot though for now...

my mum n her sis...

the seashells that i collected

TVXQ SARANGHEAYO!

I was there on the 25th Jan 2009

hehe now i'll move on to the next post which is jae's pic spam wif bdae wishes :)
well b4 dat...here's a pic of me wif jae's hat that he wore for the mirotic album version c...lolx

pardon me for dat face...hahahahaha

my beautiful family n CPR

2009-01-24T21:03:00.004+08:00

last wk sundae my cousin n his children came over to my house^^
im so happie 2 c them though i dun talk much coz im not the type to start a convo^^

its really nice to see sum1 4 the 1st time n sumore its ur own family...knowing dat they're existing^^

i luv them all...n as i said...though i dun show it...i really mean it :)
his 3 children out of the 9 who came are so beautiful^^

my cousin's children

the whole family

the whole family

my cousin n his daughters

isnt it 1 big lovable family? ^^

finally i have undergo my CPR test...n i pass^^
very very happie...bt very sad coz my whole body aches...n my damn idiot of bros isnt helping either*angry*

now im left wif a few projects n after dat my exams...i wanna pass n go yr 3...
so ANNYEONG!

other kpops

2009-01-18T21:09:00.002+08:00

SEUNGRI liking JUNSU...hahaha dats a 1st for me...LOLX

here's the convo:

Shindong: Why do you like Xiah Junsu so much?! Why do you want to get to know him so much?!

Seungri: I got to like Xiah Junsu hyung because .... DBSK are a very idol group that everyone adores. I saw Xiah Junsu hyung singing live. He puts his soul into it. And it looked so good that he sang with so much passion and love. As a viwer you could see all that. As a person who was growing dreams to become a singer, I felt attracted to him as a dongsaeng. I tried talking to him a couple of times but it was .. really ... awkward.

Shindong: Let's do a audio message.

Seungri: Big Bang and DBSK. They seem like a group that might get along but not really- they're like oil and water. But one day I saw DBSk's live and I saw one of the lead singers- Xiah Junsu hyung, singing with so much passion and he was an inspiration to me who was dreaming to become a singer. I wanted to get closer to him, but he liked the other members. I saw him talking to Daesung hyung over the phone. I saw him Taeyang hyung texting with Xiah Junsu hyung - about spending the nights together. *"cries"*

Shinyoung: Don't cry. Let it out.

Seungri: Xiah Junsu hyung, in the future please know my feelings for you/heart towards you. Please make me feel welcome next time we meet.

Shindong: That's really tearjerking.

Shinyoung: Junsu-sshi, I hope you become closer to Seungri.

CREDITS: fangirlmitz @ BS

speaking of SEUNGRI...he performed SE7EN's I KNOW...i MISS SE7EN SO MUCH...well since his the 1st kpop guy dat i gotta noe^^

CREDITS: pocketfulofsmiles @ YT

TAEGOON a newcomer & a long time friend of JAE^^
for a newcomer his GREAT^^

CALL ME MV

CREDITS: TwistedStarsPro @ YT

HOT EH! ^^

now come to sad endings...i really was in tears when i saw this vid...
KANG HO DONG is really CARING...i wish i could do sumthin to HELP dat young girl :(

CREDITS: iheartmusik2 @ YT

hope the girl will be cured soon...her voice is really nice^^
i want to c her smile again~

been a while...

2009-01-18T20:13:00.003+08:00

its been a while since i've updated on TVXQ...so this post is all bout TVXQ^^

first up...JAEJOONG's TATTOO...isnt dat tattoo of his GREAT?
i really luv the meaning behind it^^

the words on his back:

The pleasures of the mighty are the tears of the poor
~ Latin proverb

A song will outlive all sermons in the memory.
~ Giles, Henry

Hope to the End
~ Bible quote: I Peter 1:13.

CREDITS: AS TAGGED + asianfanatics.net + fangirlmitz @ BS

n then there is XIAH visiting JUNHO at the CF shooting...
such a caring bro^^

next...BOLERO is such a nice song...i luv how they bring HARMONY to the song...
a song of STRIVE i would so :)

BOLERO MV

CREDITS: EclipsedMyst @ YT

BOLERO @ MUSIC JAPAN

CREDITS: dadongforever @ YT

n i heard dat there will be a YUNJAE BDEA suprise at SM FEST in BKK...im so EXCITED...can't wait for it^^

well 1 sad news for me...SM ENT ARTISTE can't even perform on KBS MUSIC BANK...im totally PISSED OFF!!! their lame excused: coz DONGBANG did not attend the end-of-yr AWARDS...dats just CHILDISH...PURE CHILDISH...IRRITATIN

though its been quite long dat i noe of it...bt i just have to post this...regardin the HAHAHA CAMPAIGN..they're just so cute for gdness sake...i'll up the vids for the diff versions^^

HAHAHA YUNCHUN VERSION 1 & 2

CREDITS: xJAESARANGHAE @ YT

HAHAHA TVXQ DANCE STUDIO VERSION

CREDITS: mickytoho @ YT

HAHAHA TVXQ SCHOOL VERSION

CREDITS: sunshinee2b @ YT

HAHAHA ACAPELLA VERSION

CREDITS: joongiefiedportia26 @ YT

well hope dat makes every1 cheer up^^

dreaming yunho

2009-01-16T21:34:00.002+08:00

been dreaming of yunho for like 2 consecutive daes now...
n its a sad & bad dream...more like a nightmare...

1st nite:
yunho admitted to a ward...im suppossed to give him some water bt he starts to have fits...

2nd nite:
well this dream is a bit funny/weird so bare wif me...

me & yunho are married wif a daughter...bt our daughter has some kinda retard syndrome & has to be isolated...in the dream i would sae dat daughter have been isolated for a few years since she is grown up...well basically the dream continues on bt wif a diff setting...

now is like im in the bus n there is like this guy in front of me who is suppossed to get down at the next stop bt the thing is he came back up...oh & btw the double decker bus is special coz the stairs is at the front instead of at the side...well u get wat i mean...then i just dun bother bt then there is this another guy just at the side & he starts rambling about why the guy came back n its actually coz of me^^
haha then i started 'YAH' at him n we started laughing like no stranger...then i started playin wif his fingers n i stated to him 'u're fingers r so small compared to mine'...hehe

then the dream continue bt to another dimension...

now im at an abandoned place...went inside n find sumthin strange...a guy being hypnotized n i was hypnotized after dat...after which the next dae me n my frenz went back to the same place n now my frenz were being hypnotized...i dunnoe wat happen here bt it seems dat im the bad guy :X

ok dats the end of my dream...well kinda weird actually bt i feel sad for yunho coz im havin bad dreams bout him :(

happie bdaes!!!!

2009-01-10T16:59:00.003+08:00

9th JAN

HAPPIE 19th BDAE 2 RONELLE^^
will give u ur present once i've got the money to buy it :X
n dat thing dat u wanted...dun worrie i will get it 4 ya :)

10th JAN

HAPPIE 19th BDAE 2 SAB^^
though we do not meet up or even chat or speak to each other as often as before...
i still cherish the friendship we had :)
dun 4get my bdae k...hahaha
i told u already^^

HURRIED DAES!!!

2009-01-08T15:51:00.003+08:00

Updated todae at 4pm:

im blogging now at werk which im not suppossed to...LOLX!!!
this will be a quick 1...

yesterdae damn sian OKAE!!!
first i slept in the bus...bt then nvm...sumore i took the wrong bus 2 sch while sleeping...suppossed to take 154 bt end up in 153...u noe how irritated i am...URGH!!! in the end...took a taxi down to sch n waste my FUCKIN MONEY...

yesterdae nite can't sleep...i guess i seem so excited bout the upcomin korean classes dat im takin...n now im feelin tired...my eyes while blogging r half open n im suppossed to finish up all the data entries here...HAIZ...
n todae i went from home to sch to back home again then out to take a pic then to pay bills then top up my card then buy lunch n finally come to werk...now im havin a headache like no ones business...n havin korean class later...im TOTALLY IRRITATED rite now...AISH...

im so gonna be BROKE SOON...im goin BKK for the FEST on FEB...then i might be goin to INDIA for a programme...aish all is about money now...IM SO GONNA BE BROKE N I STILL OWE PPL MONEY n DATS A LOT!!!

n now...for the past few daes...i have been seeing faces that i dun even wanna c coz

1. its the past
2. they're faces i luv n i hate
3. it just makes my heart either go DOKI DOKI or my heart CRUSH...

why...why must i c all of ur faces all over again...it makes me happie n yet it makes me sad n 4 sum it makes me wanna just shout at you...aish...watever happens i must move on...

UPDATED todae at 11 45PM:

just got back home from KOREAN CLASS n ITS TOTALLY COOL...the teacher was so ENTHUSIASTIC...its a gd thing i had basic so i was able to noe wat the teacher is talkin bout...HEHE

okae i better go to bed now...havin MAJOR HEADACHE...URGH!!!

SAENGIL CHUKHA HAMNIDA DEAR BRO & TWILIGHT

2009-01-03T12:12:00.004+08:00

UPDATED: 10 JAN 2009

im supposed to post this up yesterdae but i hv no mood to do so...

if i dun do this now...my bro's gonna look 4 me...LOLX!!!
HAPPIE 8th BDAE to MY DEAR BELOVED BRO^^
we celebrated his BDAE on the 1st instead of the 2nd since he will be starting sch soon...well in fact he starts sch on his BDAE which is yesterdae...LOLX!!!
the whole family ate at a restaurant & we brought along our granny also^^
nice atmosphere i would say...
i would post the pics up when im free probably ~~tmr~~...

wat we ate -->

1st table:

2nd table:

3rd table:

isn't dat alot?!?!
well its a one in a lifetime event afterall...so cherish it^^

yesterdae went to watch movie wif RONELLE...AINA was supposed to tag along wif us bt she has last min issues...bt its okae...
AINA~
we go watch MARLEY & ME nxt k^^
aniwaes...TWILIGHT is so DAMN NICE...again DAMN NICE!!!
even though it has been 2-3 wks since its release...the cinema is still fully pack till now...when the main guy character guy came out in the screen...a lot of the girls were screaming like they just saw their IDOL...LOLX!!!
bt i bet sum of them hv watch the movie & so they watch it AGAIN...

hehe now im off to do my unfinished sch werk before sch officially starts nxt wk...WISH ME LUCK^^ well as if...LOLX!!!

-CHAOI-

Happy New Year!!!!

2008-12-31T22:04:00.004+08:00

in 2 more hours it will be 2009...

GOODBYE 2008 & HELLO 2009...

looking back at 2008...it has been a rough year 4 me...
bt for my beloved dongbang is the opposite^^

on the 29th was their last performance in KOREA...
their performance was awesome...n they sang 'UNDER MY SKIN' n not 'UNDER MY SKY' :)
the ending of the performance is 1 i won't 4get all my life...
dat sexy back of DONGBANG^^
U-KNOW was teary eyed at the end :(
i will await a new DONGBANG in the year 2009^^

Wrong Number & Mirotic @ SBS GAYO DAEJUN 2008

Credits: Duper321 @ YT

DONG BANG SEXY BACK:

CREDITS: fangirlmitz @ BS

U-KNOW TEARY EYED :(

CREDITS: AS TAGGED + fangirlmitz @ BS

SOME YEAR END PERFORMANCE:

BOA SPECIAL STAGE @ SBS GAYO DAEJUN 2008

WONDERBOYS 2

CREDITS: jaeurazn1live @ YT

DANCE BATTLE @ SBS GAYO DAEJUN 2008

CREDITS: myluvforDBSK @ YT

SHINEE MEDLEY @ SBS GAYO DAEJUN 2008

CREDITS: xSugar0Honeyx @ YT

PIANO BATTLE @ SBS GAYO DAEJUN 2008

CREDITS: myluvforDBSK @ YT

MY NEW YEARS RESOLUTIONS:
1. pass exam wif gd grades
2. move on to year 3
3. start my PRCP attachment safely
4. save money & return money borrowed ASAP
5. no skipping of classes unless necessary :)
6. wish dongbang would come to SG &
7. wish dongbang luck in 2009 as well as wish them a safe journey ahead of 2009

WISH EVERY1 A HAPPY MERRY NEW YEAR^^

PHEW!!!

2008-12-28T18:43:00.002+08:00

Finally i've changed my blogskin after 4 mths...

took me 4-5hrs...n nw my back is aching...damn...
haha bt its worth the wait^^

there r sum add ons n sum changes...
i luv the outcome^^

now im flyin off 2 another comp 2 watch sum vids...

ANNYEONG!!!

疑問に思うこと

2008-12-27T13:40:00.004+08:00

UPDATED: 10th JAN 2009

my eyes is hurting me since last sunday & i oni went to the clinic on wed morning
found out it was an infection...i knew it coz i saw a bulge just inside my eyes...
the doc told me within 1 wk if its still there after applying med --> have to go eye specialist n go 4 surgery to remove the growth...
aish so damn irritatin...i dun wanna go alrite...just so scared...its me eyes here we're talkin bout...damn it...aish...

relieve myself from this pain...finally im done wif this term's attachment...
im happie but sad at the same time...i miss those cute babies...
they cry n it sumtimes is irritatin bt they're just the cutest thing ever...luv them lots...i miss the staff there 2 :(

now im havin weird dreams seriously...on a thurs nite...i just can't sleep...then i dunnoe whether im dreaming or wat...bt somehow there was sum1...a guy...who came into my room n kiss my forehead...his silhouette was dat of a tall handsome man...only after dat i was sleeping peacefully...its still so scary even when im writing this...now im seeing writings on the wall...aish...

i guess this christmas...is not a white christmas for me...rather its PURPLE christmas...haha...why i sad this coz my presents r all purple in colour...well except for the chocolates...LOLX

my another present -->

n FINALLY...i set up an LJ acct...AINA hear dat...i create an LJ acct already^^
hehe...im quite blur wif LJ bt hope u can help me with it :)

To dunnoe who:
メッセージ電話するように私に頼んでいる私しかし私知らない。背部Iメッセージは尋ねてあなたあなたであるが、答えなかった。私は臆病なafterallであることを推測する。

Merry Christmas!!!

2008-12-25T13:58:00.011+08:00

First off...

wish every1 out there a merry christmas and a happie new year 2 come...

a week of happiness indeed 4 me although its quite tiring...
been posted 2 obs ward now...BABIES, BABIES, BABIES!!!
they're so cute...kawaii...
so far so good my posting...gt a 'B' for this attachment...im happie wif it^^
bt 1 thing im upset about is 4 1 of my subjects...
i gt A+ for 1 of the subjects and the rest i got B+ or B...there was 1 dat i failed...yes FAILED...an 'F'...
im very dissapointed...i studied so hard for all the subjects n i failed dat 1 module...aish...

niwaes have to say this out first...
i had a dream of LFO a few nites back...here's how the story goes...

DREAM --> sumhow i was excited coz LFO is coming back to SG...the performance would be in a shopping mall once again...i was one of the crowd in dat area...suddenly it turns out dark n the whole crowd disperse...i ended up at 1 of the overhead bridge instead(dunnoe why either)...i was scared to walk up the steps coz it was so dark n i found a few of the members over the other side...so i decide 2 go over aniwaes...by the time i reach the other side...they were all chit chatting...1 of the member turn around n saw me so i just smile...n he smiled back...in the dream...his features n his smile was everything to me...bt after dat my phone rang n i woke up just like dat...aish i wish my phone would never ring so dat the dream could continue...haiz...

ok dats the end...i do still rmbr dat handsome face^^

n 1 more thing b4 i forget...

HAPPIE 5TH ANNIVESARY 2 my DEAR TVXQ(26.12.2003)...its still early bt nevertheless its not to early or late to celebrate :)
to commemorate the event...i'll just post up some pics^^

haha...a YOOSU here :)

n a YUNJAE here :)

look at their HAIRSTYLE...hehehe
our MAGNAE spot the CAMERA YO!!!
the IRRESISTABLE MIROTIC POSE^^
YUNJAE n YOOSU...MINNIE STILL LOOKS HOT!!!

NICE COORDINATION HUH...
DONG BANG SHIN KI FIGHTING!!!!

DUN THEY JUST LOOK HOT!!!!
SHINING DONG BANG!!!
n finally this pic...the most remembered by me...CASSIOPEIA n DONG BANG as 1^^

well dats a lot of pics there...phew
ok im done now...like FINALLY...

ok then...EVERY1 have a great HOLIDAE!!!

First Time

2008-12-21T15:36:00.003+08:00

aish to lazy to do anythin...
bt i have to blog^^

so far...my first wk of attachment was okae...to me there's a -ve & tve thots...i dun wanna elaborate here...afterall i said it's ok rite^^
nxt wk will proceed on to babies n im so happy :)

been wanting to watch TWILIGHT...so me & AINA planned to watch on the 2nd of next month :)

yesterdae...went out with RONELLE after 6mths...still the same as alwaes bt she grow taller by a bit...SHOPPING is wat we do..LOLX

then had to head dwn to city hall area...go sign up for my KOREAN CLASS...yes FINALLY^^
after which i had 2 head down to DXO...yep...my first time to a PUB...a COMFY ATMOSPHERE i would sae...

then head back home...DAMN TIRED...esp when u're wearing HEELS :X

signing off - SYAD-

HAPPIE BDAE TO OUR DEAR XIAH JUNSU!!! N OF COZ TO DEAR BRO KIM JUNHO!!!

2008-12-15T17:41:00.009+08:00

To Junsu Oppa:

JUNSU OPPPA!!!

SAENGIL CHUKHA HAMNIDA!!!

SARANGHAEYO!!!

THE CUTE, THE DORKY, THE INTELLIGENT & THE SEXY DUCK...HEHE

EH NO...SHOULD BE EU KYANG KYANG...LOLX

AISH i TOTALLY 4gt bout JUNHO...LOLX...
now i will upload his PICS ALSO...

To Junho Oppa:

JUNHO OPPPA!!!

SAENGIL CHUKHA HAMNIDA!!!

SARANGHAEYO!!!

THE OPPOSITE OF JUNSU...BT STILL CUTE^^

hehe...no EU KYANG KYANG here...LOLX

coincidence or just plain critism?

2008-12-14T15:02:00.004+08:00

i dunnoe bout wat u guyz think...

if u look back at the few phrases dat the ministry of dunnoe wat considers inappropriate...one of it is 'under my skin'

i just think dat there' sumthin fishy goin on INTERNALLY...
coz when i look back at other dong bang songs...like rising sun...
in dat song also there's a phrase 'under my skin'
rmbr YOOCHUN's rapping --> Now i cry, under my skin...

so my question...why now r there doin this kinda stuff??? dats plain stupid...
URGH still cnt get over this issue...
their clean version...the 'skin' just change to 'sky'
might as well do not change in the 1st place...aish damn crazy...
I HOPE SM WINS THE COURT CASE...i am supportin SM on this...bleh

niwaes...i sae i will change my blogskin rite...i think i will do it after my attachment...
n also i hv promise AINA i wil create an LJ acct...dat was since a long time ago bt i promise her i will n i will do it after attachment also^^
P.S: AINA if i dun create the LJ acct by then, SCREAM at me k!!!

just 2dae i change my desktop wallpaper after so long...
find it cute...afterall its yunchun^^

CUTE RITE??? hehe

the past is the past

2008-12-12T19:44:00.004+08:00

aiyo...i hv not been updating my blog 4 nearly 2 wks now...
n i have a lot to post for the past few daes...so like the post sae the past is the past...

i will update everythin 2dae...i dun wanna delay until my attachment comes...
n i so nt lookin 4ward 2 attachment...so so not :X

ok wat should i update 1st...lets c...

ok LFO first...
i miss those boys...they r like frenz 2 me already...we were so close n until now i seem depress by their departure...longer than when i met dong bang coz of of close interaction...dat much cause me 2 be like this...
n now i can't even listen 2 WG's NOBODY n TURBO's BLACK CAT...i will only make me more depress n i will start 2 breakdwn :(

i hope they come SG soon coz i really wanna c them again...

some vids 2 entertain u -->

my bro n a fren dancing to WG's NOBODY before the performance

Credits: hardyzchick aka me @ YT

LFO dancing to TURBO's BLACK CAT

Credits: hardyzchick aka me @ YT

LFO dancing to WG's NOBODY video 1

Credits: hudsy87 @ YT

LFO dancing to WG's NOBODY video 2

Credits: aimisye @ YT

they hv been here 4 nearly 3 wks n i so miss them a lot...if they didn't noe dat we like korean music...i dun think they would hv perform NOBODY for their final performance...aish so sad...when it was farewell...well even when they perform most of us fans cried...during the ment they told us not 2 cry bt we kept crying even more like no one's business...ok i will stop here b4 i gt agitated again...LOLX!

well FINALLY my AATVXQ2 is wif me SAFE n SOUND!!!
after so long like nearly a year can...i feel so unsecure coz its my money here we talkin about...bt i feel safe now...my money was not cheated...now im waiting for 1 more item...aish dat also so long... took a pic of me n aina at taka...c our reflection? hehe
my 1st ever christmas present
thank u to beloved jane^^
bought this christmas hat just now...i feel so happie^^ bt sad coz reminds me of LFO again :(
finally finish wif my post...oh n yea b4 i go...dong bang fans out there...check out the golden disk award...awesome performance...WG fans do look out 4 it as well^^