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Monday, October 4, 2010
After a Long Break...

yes finally im back to this wonderful world of blogging again...
i so missed blogging^^

my initial intention was to delete this blog bt when i log on...
i just couldn't bring myself to do it...haiz...

its been 5 months since i started working as a full-time...
of coz there's ups n downs in werking life...whose werking life doesn't rite^^
gonna be confirmed soon next month...im so 'NOT' looking forward to it...lolx...
but i have to finished dat phase to be a confirmed staff...i dun wanna repeat probation for another 3mths...
i have adapted to dat place ever since...my life will be in dat place for the coming wks,mths,years n in the near future...

speaking of werking life, its really tiring...i wanna plan sum vacation^^
planning to go kor-jap next yr at 1 go...yes at 1 go...
kor 5-6 days then fly off to jap frm kor to stay for another 3-4days...
already saving up...so not gonna touch my savings even when im broke...
now planning the dates goin...most probably feb...planning the places for sightseeing, shopping, etc...planning for apartments to book n last bt not least...planning on the amount needing to bring over...so many things to settle...
I WANNA EXPERIENCE WINTER!!!

n another thing i've been up to lately is the many korean artists coming over to our small little island...to tell u the truth...im happy but one thing that makes me workup is the amnt of artist coming over for a month n its taking a toll on my pocket money...seriously all those company wanna burn our pockets...im trying my very best every time to not spend to much everytime bt the spending just keeps exceeding every month...im seriously totally ruin if there r more pending artist which i dun noe off coming over in the next few months...
FOR CRYING OUT LOUD!!! IM SAVING FOR MY TRIP NEXT YEAR!!!

so much of my ranting...well a once in a while ranting won't kill rite...hehe
im off to continue on planning...so...
PLEASE DO NOT DISTURB!!!



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Tuesday, May 4, 2010
missing you...

i guess its been a hell of emotions running thru me for the pass few daes...
or sae few wks...

pass two wks ago...Jang Geun Seuk came over to our land and had his asia tour showdown here...went to the airport...
i thot he would be like any other artists...
bt to my surprise...he was very very friendly...he was so open about everything...
he was not even angry when crazy fans push him during his departure...he was like 'pls dun push around' wif dat kinda pity look in him...

im just upset dat i didnt even go for his fanmt/showcase...
coz it would be an interesting and fun event since his outspoken and all...he has charisma...i just guess he luvs singapore...even promise to us he would come back...
im still upset over it...bt there r more upsettin things which to me can be a happy thing as well...

last wk zuno & junsu landed here for the 1st time...
again went to the airport to welcome these two kim brothers...
1 is super tall and another short...i guess i noe how tall changmin is nw since i stand just rite nxt to him during the photograph session...
YES U HEARD ME!!! I STAND BESIDE ZUNO FOR THE AUTOGRAPH SESSION!!!
during his fanmeet...i cried twice...its just unexpected coz i myself was shock wif my own emotions...

i cried first when he purposely hug the last girl for the 'push' game where all koreans like to play...the 2nd time i cried was after the photograph session coz i cnt believe i just stand beside him...its just diff rush of emotions ran thru me which just cnt be stop...

however after dat i was happy coz the showcase was damn awesome...really...for a first time in sg...its the best ever wif more than 2000 ppl attending...i had fun bt then withdrawal syndrome hit me even until now...dat long coz i have nothin to do at home and i just keep thinking...probably it will disappear nxt wk since i will gt bz wif my new job...

nxt and the last...i just miss yoogeun...
when i saw he had a cf done i was so happy to see him again...his just pure cuteness^^
here's the CF

Pulmuone CF ft Yoogeun

Credit: SS501SNSDloveya4ever@YT

the moral of the story:
i just miss someone^^

ANNYEONG!!!



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Wednesday, April 28, 2010
Life is a rollercoster

well wat i wanna say is...

things happen in life...
it can be good, it can be bad...

wif swine flu which i was diagnosed in the past...
even artist gets them...i would relate their xperience wif mine n there r sum which is similar...
when u hv swine flu...u hv a very severe headache n u feel so weak even after u're ok...this is similar to wat happen to sum of my fav k pop artist...
eg Kim Hyun Joong(SS501) he xperience really severe headache as if u've gt a migraine...

now i have a polyp at the back of my throat...
ever since this started...i've received news dat kpop artist r diagnosed wif vocal cord nodule this pass few daes...yes polyp at the back of the throat is also known as a vocal cord nodule...i just dun get it...why when sumthin happens either to them or to me it would happen to them or to me...

ok i dunnoe why im writing all this...
maybe i just wanna rant...
maybe im bored...
bt definitely i feel like life is like a rollercoster when u never xpect them to be...

on a positive note: im gonna get this treated n be healthy again...pls pray for me

ANNYEONG!!!



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Sunday, April 11, 2010
confused and blank out...

fri was my last day of my full 3 year part time job...

feel happy coz gt free time...
feel sad coz leavin the place after 3 years...
feel confused and blank coz i juts dunnoe wat to do for the nxt 1 month b4 i really start werk...

did sum organizing thots...
1st up i need to read up again on my skills b4 i really start werk...
2nd i still havent accomplished the goals dat i had set aside so i wanna accomplish at least a partial of it before the real life...
3rd i just wanna relax my mind, body n soul...i really need the rest...
4th have a regularly werkout session coz i wanna maintain my bodyweight n appearance...
5th my free time...i wanna learn to bake new stuffs and of coz be a bookwerm again...hahas

my clique had a mtup ystd
n i suddenly wondered and amazed at how long we've been in contact...
my wish for my cliques...i wish we could hang out like wat we've been doin if not frequently...regularly is fine...
being me...i really miss the fun times we had...

well then i think i will stop here...
ANNYEONG!!!



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Saturday, April 10, 2010
Official...

officially....
a...
fan...
of...

1. Flight!
2. KMO

their dance r so similar to dat of the artist...
hw i wish i could dance in the 1st place...
blame it all on my childhood...
haiz...

anywaes...to lighten up the mood...
here's a vid by Flight! and KMO dancing to sum of our k-pop songs...

Flight! recent vids...

RDD + Bad Girl + Mystery + Oh!

Credits: stuporsteam29

RDD + Sorry Sorry

Credits: mylover2002

KMO recent vids...

RDD

Credits: punkygirlyx

Amigo + Replay + Juliette + RDD

Credits: magnaetaemin

enjoys!!!



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Spot Me If You Can!




PARANOIA
Who is she?: Syahidah aka Syad

When was she born?: 19/06/1990
[a Gemini born in the year of the Horse]

What is her occupation?: Nurse

I believe in my five rising Gods of the East.
Always keep the faith.


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PICTURE OF YOU


DBSK
A.K.A TVXQ, Tohoshinki


KIM JAEJOONG
Stage Name: Hero


JUNG YUNHO
Stage Name: U-Know


PARK YOOCHUN
Stage Name: Micky


KIM JUNSU
Stage Name: Xiah


SHIM CHANGMIN
Stage Name: Max

Whatever They Say

SPAMMING NOT ALLOWED
MIND YOU!



I Never Let Go

KPOP IDOLS

*TVXQ* *SE7EN* *BIG BANG* *SS501* *EPIK HIGH*
*SHINee* *SUJU* *2AM* *FTTS* *ERU* *V.O.S*
*LEE SEUNG GI* *MC MONG* *SHINHWA* *2PM*
*FT ISLAND* *MBLAQ* *T-MAX* *D-NA*
*BEAST*

*BoA* *ZHANG LI YIN* *WONDER GIRLS*
*YOUNHA* *LEE HYORI* *CHAE YEON* *SON DAMBI*
*SNSD* *HWANG BO* *f(x)* *4MINUTE* *KARA*
*BEG* *T-ARA* *AFTER SCHOOL*

*LFO*

JPOP IDOLS

*NEWS* *ARASHI* *KAT-TUN* *WaT*
*TACKEY & TSUBASA* *EXILE* *W-INDS* *SMAP*
*V6* *KANJANI8* *KINKI KIDS* *HIRAI KEN*
*ABINGDON BOYS SCHOOL* *THE GOSPELLERS*

*ITO YUNA* *AYUMI HAMASAKI* *KODA KUMI*

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♥ SM ♥
TVXQ, Super Junior, SHINee, Zhang Li Yin, f(x), BoA

♥ JYP ♥
2PM, Wonder Girls

♥ YG ♥
Big Bang, 2NE1, SE7EN, JinuSean

♥ CUBE ♥
2AM, 4MINUTE, BEAST

♥ DAESUNG aka DSP ♥
SS501, KARA

♥ JOHNNY ♥
SMAP, NEWS, KAT-TUN, ARASHI, KANJANI8
TACKEY & TSUBASA, V6

♥ J TUNE ♥
MBLAQ

♥ MISCELLANEOUS ♥
- ANYTHING THAT COMES TO MIND -

Together

♥ FAMILY ♥
KAK SAB


♥ KPOP/JPOP CRAZE ♥
HYEWON
IZZATI
JUNITA
MARZ
RYANA
SHERMIN
SUE
XUERR


♥ SEC SCH MEMORIES ♥
AFIQAH
MEL
NAKAHARA
SHAZNI
ZAHIDAH


♥ PRESENT POLY ♥
AISYAH
BUTA
HAZIQAH
YVONNE
'YOUNG' YEE MAY

Heart, Mind & Soul


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